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Oct. 1st, 2011 11:10 pmSo, things went bad a couple of days ago and there was...not an overdose exactly but a lot more medication than I really needed to take.
It was not a very good day, not at all.
Nick and William have the pills now. I don't know where they are. They're taking the meds for me now unt9l we all feel like I'm in a better place so that I won't do it again.
*curls up and sighs* Guys, I'm tired of not being in control. I stopped thinking for a few minutes, just turned my7 mind off for a little while and that's what happened. I want to be able to do that and not worry that I am going to fuck up and be crazy.
Nick says that I shouldn't put so m8uch pressure on myself, that being able to do thing slike that take time.
I just don't know how much time it will take.
It was not a very good day, not at all.
Nick and William have the pills now. I don't know where they are. They're taking the meds for me now unt9l we all feel like I'm in a better place so that I won't do it again.
*curls up and sighs* Guys, I'm tired of not being in control. I stopped thinking for a few minutes, just turned my7 mind off for a little while and that's what happened. I want to be able to do that and not worry that I am going to fuck up and be crazy.
Nick says that I shouldn't put so m8uch pressure on myself, that being able to do thing slike that take time.
I just don't know how much time it will take.