There is no way I can't feel selfish about this....

Aug. 10th, 2011 05:35 pm
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But I really, really need all of this to be over.

I didn't think about showering because...I don't know. I was stupid. Everything got significantly worse when he went off to shower and had that time to think but somehow, I just didn't think that would transfer over to me and just...It did, it totally did.

I'm a big ball of sickness and tenseness and headspinnyness and ohgodddddd.

Neal isn't even in the verse right now, he's in Poly which is reallyreally nice but this whole thing just seems to be really good at drawing physical reacti8ons out of the body and it's getting to be really problematic and just....I don't know.

There is a part of me that is seriously debating the merits of talking to my mother and asking her to let Morgan come for a few days so the boys can get through the two seasons and I can function like a person again.
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In which a ton of things happen and I don't really have the words to describe it.

Aug. 9th, 2011 08:33 pm
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My body is still sore from the sheer amount of tension from this weekend. I just...Don't even know.

Neal and Peter watched stuff and it just went horribly wrong and totally kick-started Neal's obsessive tendencies and it was just not good. Helen wound up needing to sedate him and we were left feeling utterly sick and it wa such a miserable thing.

I don't know. I feel horribly bad over it there just isn't much we can do until we get the chance to let Neal finish the show and that's not going to happen without Peter around and that's not going to happen until I get a place to live or my mother goes out for another few days.

Mrah. Just mrah.

On the other hand, we all did get to see how much of a magnificent bastard Vincent is, which makes me smile and facepalm because hr really is a fucking ass. I would be more annoyed but seriously? He was making us laugh when we really, really needed it.

Helen, as per usual, was absolutely amazing. She whippe3d up something to help out and is now kind of curious to see about a few different things within the headspace. Family experiements ahoy! I don't particularly mind and I'm kind of interested to see her results. It should be interesting.

In other news, Peter and El are still adorable and Peter and Neal were really sweet when Neal wasn't having an existential crisis, so at least there's that. Or something. I don't know.

Hi, I'm doing this to kill time before White Collar and this post potentially gets a lot longer than what it actually is.
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