I do not have a good icon for this moment. Maybe I'll look for that instead

[driveustobemad]

Yeah, I don't know that I'm going to be able to sit through the show.

My head is spinning and I'm tense all over and oh god, I feel like I'm about to cry. *headdesk* Neal isn't even in the front right now.

I'm just....going to do things. Thingy things. Things that aren't watching this show.

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[chasethecloudsaway]

I am leaving love. Lots of love.

[driveustobemad]

Love is good. I will take love. Lots and lots of love.

And he's not even in Stigmata, he's still in Domestic. I just...I don't know. I'm pretty sure if I had kept watching I wouldn't have made it through without crying, he would have switched or possibly both.

And the funny thing is? I'm not eve sad about not watching because I felt too awful to be upset about it. *olaughs* Yeah, I am just going to be in the corner failing now.

[chasethecloudsaway]

Well, you are getting it.

Yeah, I say we go with the option that ends with neither of these things happening. This seems like a good idea.

I understand? I have never been so glad to be out of the house for a marathon as I was this morning.

[driveustobemad]

And you are too. Tons and tons of love. I think we deserve tons and tons of love for all this.

Yeah, exactly. If I thought that may7be watching it would get me over the need to cry or be theraputicv for Neal, I would but that's...not really going to be the case, I think. The only good thing is that this is the mid season break, so I won't be going through this every Tuesday.

Oh yeeeeah. I just....Think I need a few more days before I can come back to this show. Which is irritating because now I'm back to sleeping to podcasts and I would have liked to be sleeping to it instead.

[chasethecloudsaway]

There are tons of love. Tons of love being tossed all over the place. ...Which sounds messy.

Well, thank the goddess for small favors. Hopefully in a week or so it will be less prone to making you want to cry anyway? But still.

Yeah, I understand. I am seriously considering watching tonight and trying to get myself over it because damn, I did not sleep well to other things last night. ...Which is probably why I passed out this afternoon. I'm just not sure if I want to do that or not.