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[driveustobemad]

*curls up and hides from fucking everything*

I am going to kill the science corner.

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[hakuchou]

;w;

*wants to ask what's wrong, but, you might want to hide from me too. That's okay. Am here if you need, and, not, if you prefer to hide.*

[driveustobemad]

It....I don't know. I just want to headdesk. I want to headdesk hard.

The short version is that some of my headmates are scientists and they've been running experiments on other headmates for the past two weeks and I don't really approve of what they're doing and they're really fucking with the system and just....Uuuuugh.

Hi, I don't really have words right now. Or, I have them bu8t I think they're more story-shaped than detail-shaped. I don't know. I'm just kind of tired and out of it. I need more coffee or something.

[hakuchou]

Story-shaped words are okay. They are good words. And it's okay to not have words, too.

*offers comforts of the kind is best right now, whether it's hugs, tea, or a warm bed to curl up in and a soft blanket*

[driveustobemad]

I am okay with story0shaped words. I like story0shaped words. Story0shaped words give me something to do and right now, I kind of need that, so I am going to be grateful that i have them at all.

....Gods, all of that sounds really amazing right now. I want to grab people, pi8le onto a bed, drape a blanket over us and curl up with tea and possibly music.

I may try writing something and then doing this. <3 Thank y9ou for giving me the idea.

[hakuchou]

Ah, you're welcome welcome welcome! Glad it helped~ <3

[chasethecloudsaway]

Christ, I'm sorry they're making things difficult, sweetheart.

Let me know if I can do anything? Even if it's listening to venting or... I don't know what else I can do, but anything.

[driveustobemad]

There are going to be Words eventually. When I feel like they'll actually make a difference but it will happen.

I'm....Not okay exactly but I think I've been a little too out of it to really care right now. The only good thing is that it was a split, so I can still have Poly!Neal around which just....god, that is a goodgoodgoodgood thing right now.

I don't know, if I think too much on this, my head starts to spin, so I've just been existing in bits and pieces right now. THere is just go9ing to be love. Heaps and heaps of love.

[chasethecloudsaway]

Love. I don't really have anything else but love, but you ge tlove and anything else I can ofer and the hopes it gets better soon.

[driveustobemad]

I will take love. Love is a good thing. Love is....god, love is amazing right now and thank you and you're wonderful and I love you so, so much. <3333