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[driveustobemad]

Fuck my brain.

I just want to curl up in a ball and cry but I can't bring myself to do it bcuase I did that once already and I feel stupid and useless and I don't even know.

I'm distancing myself and being dumb because I feel like I don't deserve people and don't deserve anything and just.....Goddamnit, what the fuck is this?

I'm going to hope it's just sleep deprivation and caffeine.

I'm just....going to curl up on this bench and read. Or plot things. Or something. Anything to make me feel less stupid and dumb.

God, sometimes I wish I got angry instead of depressed, anger would be so much easier to deal with.

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